My thoughts…..

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dinner courtesy for chim mei ju... chicken curry n sweet sour fish...

i always hv this feeling that says i should do it..its like i'm at this point thats i hv to decided if i want or not to say/do something..n the best thing after that thing has happen i will regreat...i will say to myself that i should hv listen to my guts..... to tell the truth many incidents remind me about things i should not do... yet i still do it..how stupid i can be...i am just so sad about this cause this is a normall phenomena in my life....stupid life.. ***** dont understand? it is ok ... this is just something for me to think about....

something i wrote last night.... It has been raining in Keningau since morning…it stops for awhile but then it continues and it flows heavily… How do u expect on to work in this situation…it just suitable to sleep…in a comfortable bed…with a warm blanket…hehehehe Yes I just can’t get myself to do work…I am just so lazy…I was supposed to get up at 4 in the morning to do work but no I slept until 530… then only did I get up to go to school… Came back after a long meeting…around 4…ate cold lunch...then washed my baju kurung cause I was walking up and down school that I got myself cover up with some mud. Each time I had to cross the field I would say to myself…- don’t drop! Back to my boring life… Then I decided to sleep….so I said to myself... "Its 6 so I shall sleep until 630, then get up have dinner then do work…” but guess what? I slept until 930..! Damn…then got up...was hungry…took my shower then watched TV Gilmore girls and one tree hill….and now I am writing this… Pl...