My thoughts…..

why are the thoughts..? stupid question to ask... but is it a question.. i am tired of thoughts flying into my mind... cause i cant find the answers to any of them.... just let me be... or maybe i am doing this to myself... rubbish rubbish... ok lets channel these rubbish thoughts into holiday mood.... holidays here i come...!

Yes, its my anniversary. my 2nd one... i been teaching for 2 years...

i did something i shouldnt hv done.... i hv sunk to a level that i never knew i could reach... i did wht someone did.... n i felt sad for that person... but i didnt made the person do that... she did it herself... but wht i did was cause of her... if she didnt do it then this would hv happen to me...! why me? why i am to go through this? wht mistakes i did? i should hv just stick to my decision... but i didnt....! i just hv myself to blame....i created the loser in me!