My thoughts…..

Have I grown enough..? Have I matured enough to gain the confidence in others.. I am tired… I am tired of people not taking me seriously… for god sake I know what I am doing…. Damn it lah … Come on lah why do people around me treat me as I am dumb… don’t they look at me n see a person they can trust.. Yes I don’t know many things… I need to learn a lot .. I am learning but give a break I can be learning everything just like that.. it will take time… I am tires of this nonsense… I realize that the more I tell people my feelings… they always take it wrongly n end of it I will be the one to be blamed.. it will be like I am the one who is creating the problem… ridiculous seriously its ridiculous… Everyone is thinking that I don’t know how to make decision.. yes I do make decision using my heart more than my brain cause I like it that way it makes me happy… I like buying stuff for my neighbor’s kids cause I know they love it… I want to see their exciting faces when I give them the ...