everything is not what i plan it should be... being a teacher is not as easy as i think it should be... too many decisions that are not easy to make... sometimes i just wish i dont hv to make decisions... cause when i make bad decisions i end up suffering the consequences... first of all i did something that i am not happy with cause it has wasted all my efforts for the pass 9 months... but if i did do what i did then it would also cause issues that might cause more problems... so whether i liked it or not i had to do it... but i am not happy with it... plus i feel stupid cause now i realize why certain things where as there where.... i just wish time will pass soon n i will forget about this mess... meeting weird people... been working for a year n i realized that even though i like having people around me sometimes i need up meeting weird people that i just dont know how to handle... they get on my nerves.. with their weird behavior... maybe its communication barrier. cause sometimes...