My thoughts…..

2 more days n it's a new year! 2013 wow time flies so fast. So as usual I have a lot to do. Well actually not "a lot". It's hard concentrating on one thing when your mind is not. Well I'm curious how can someone just cut u off.? Just like that? Ok find I know I said a few harsh things but to just shut me off? Wow maybe that person is hoping for a sorry. But before this the relationship was casual that sorry I don't think it's necessary Ok I know I sound like an arrogant bitch but listen before u decide if I'm one. It's just that we  curse each other always it was a understanding between both of us. So why now all of sudden? Well I have tried calling n sent a few msg but yet this person choose to ignore me. Like I don't exist. Yes I know I should also just ignore since it's easy for that person to do so. But why why it's annoying I just want to know WHY? N HOW COME IS SO EASY FOR YOUR TO IGNORE ME!  I just need to keep mysel...

yes... i am studying again.... now it seems like a bad idea... now i doubt how did i finish my degree.. i feel so stuipid.... n also its like i am so thick in the head.... i feel like i am stubborn... i dont want to change... in my head i am telling myself to do this n that... it all seem perfect in my mind...but when i sit doen n start doing... i just feel stupid... n i am doubting myself... i dont like my work now... its like i am bluffing my way... arghhhhh rubbish..... i am off to bed.... i hv 2 proposals 1 article review 1 group work... all due on the 7th 8th n 9th... o wish me luck.... n i hope this all over well.. cause the first week is exams.... shit... why did i start masters??????????????????????