My thoughts…..

yes.. its a guy this time... and no i am not into him... this is a friend from my degree years... i envy his happy go lucky life style... he teaches in a rural school... much rural than me... based on wht i hv observed on how he spends his days......he is super active.. always on the move... and i feel he has contributed a lot to his school.. he is always coming up with new programs... he is involved in the district  meetings... his teaching aids look great too i wonder how does he do it all.. he even hv time to fly back to kl.. for bookfairs... huhuhu how i envy him... i am so short of money... tht by the time my pay comes in it finishes.. huhuhu.. so tht my today's thought...

no i am not into gals... lol there is this teacher... a lady teacher.... who i got to know from her amazing work and ideas as a teacher... her ideas are out of this world... she is a teacher in a rural school.. similar to me... i am amazed with her spirit... she is so focused.. she is so into teaching.. i thought i am.. but i am so wrong.. i do nothing like her... she inspires the pupils in her school.. actually think about it,, not only her school but also other schools... i wonder why i cant be like her... be focus.. be a teacher... recently she used Bruno Mars.."be best friend forever" in her class to do writing... amazing kan? its all cause of my laziness.. i am such a lazy person...and i think i am doing good but actually i am not.. i just sit most of the time.. staring at my computer... dreaming... fb... games.. nothing useful.. i want to make a differences... but i hv baggage... huhuhu work i mean... i hv my thesis to do.. which i dont know where to s...