My thoughts…..

so? Is that a problem? I can buy food. I can make instant drink like coffee etc. I can buy a cake. But i dont know how to do it all so.. I know as a girl i need to know this all... bla bla bla... But the problem is whenever I try it doesn't turn out right... and then I get sad  and miserable. So why should I put myself into this all? I do have the interets but the problem is it never works so I get fade up. If you are interested in it then do it. Why get me involved? I really do want to learn to cook and bake but i think i will learn it my way and when I want to. So stop pushing me to do it..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

do u hv this feeling that something is not right? you dont know wht is it but u know something is not right... u just brush it away but it keeps coming back... (j if ur reading... yes i am cured over him but i dont know wht my new problem is) a wise guy (:P) said that i am just feeling needed... j even u said it remember well maybe i am... dont we all feel that? dont we all hv the need to feel needed.. then why r we needed in this world... to eat sleep eat n sleep? i dont think so sure there is more to it... loving others...? ok i can accept that... but but u? dont u need love too? love... arghhh wht a word.... i dont why it is so important,,, or i am just making it important,,,, its like i am learning to walk again... i am searching myself who i am...? i try to look back n search the old me... but i cant its like that person was so strong n now i am not.... i cant be as strong as i was....n i dont like that cause i know i wasnt like this who i was? wht is my proble...