My thoughts…..

it is a conspiracy! just wondering....it is said that women think too much..they use most of their time think of things that to a man would seem to be nonsenses... for example right now i am thinking of many things like my Ethics exam, cleaning my room, my future home, my posting, eragon, harry potter.....u wonder how can i fit all of this in my mind..well i can hehehehe so my question is what do men think about....Playstation 3? women? hehehe what less.... what does their mind do when one is relaxing....? but i thought of this...women hv work like cleaning the house, taking he children, cooking, cross - stitching, sewing, knitting and etc.. if u look at it... u would find that this work wont allow a wom en too think much about other things..they would hv to concentrate on finishing what they hv start... for many years now women are required to learn all this things..and many more.... so i feel that this is a conspiracy. all of this work in a way is like a barrier...i think..i feel......

cant live with it! well exams r killing me! i know i am doing my worse in this semester!hehehe but now am taking a short break..my next paper is on the 30th...so i most likely will start on the 25th hehe i think this is still early heheh i hv so much to write about..i guess hv to wait until i finish my paper! so ok hv fun bye

what i got tagged?hmmm interetsing..totally new to me... as i am trying to avoid doing my assignments so why not do this,,, hehehe A is for age 23 but i think the way i think is too old for my age but i look like 18 heheh B is for booze of choice don't drink.. but recently my friends "force" me to hv a carlsberg hehehe C is for career teacher lah! D is for your most dreaded being alone E is for essential item you use everyday phone with credit in it handkerchief money F is for favorite song at the moment Don't Give Up, You Are Loved by JOSH GROBAN G is for favorite games hmm hvnt played games for awhile now... this is bad.. hv to think of something.. H is for Hometown kuala lumpur... I is for indulgence watching t.v. anything will do but must hv subtitles J is for favorite flavor of juice hmmm orange juice maybe... K is for kids faridah n kotizah...my neighbor's kids...love seeing them hving fun L is for last hug from husband hmmm first one so hvnt... M is for yea...

I AM IN A DILEMMA! i hv a problem... not sure what to do about to... i tried talking to my friends but they just seem to ignore it... i feel that the dont want to get involve... it is as if they hv nothing to say about it... i feel betrayed..i feel frustrated...i feel that i should just stay far from them for this few weeks...cause when they behave like this i feel more angry and frustrated that i become mean n angry with them i feel that i am so dependent on them ..i feel dumb for being so dependent on them.. hmmmmm... i am so lost...

i heard this song on the radio ..i think a few days ago...it has a lot of meaning to it...so listen to it ... Artist/Band: McGraw Tim Lyrics for Song: Live Like You Were Dying Lyrics for Album: Live Like You Were Dying He said: "I was in my early forties, "With a lot of life before me, "An' a moment came that stopped me on a dime. "I spent most of the next days, "Looking at the x-rays, "An' talking 'bout the options an' talkin’ ‘bout sweet time." I asked him when it sank in, That this might really be the real end? How’s it hit you when you get that kind of news? Man whatcha do? An' he said: "I went sky diving, I went rocky mountain climbing, "I went two point seven seconds on a bull named Fu Man Chu. "And I loved deeper and I spoke sweeter, "And I gave forgiveness I'd been denying." An' he said: "Some day, I hope you get the chance, "To live like you were dyin'." He said "I ...

I don’t understand… Why is it when I try to do something that I think is good for others…I end u getting scolded at… Well I thought that if I keep the yahoo group tesl_teyl organize by erasing unwanted msg like registration information….simple msges form one to another…I would be keeping the group organize. There is no learning process going on…not that I’m aware of…I don’t delete the files we upload…I don’t deleted things that we can use later…. But I was WRONG… i am never going to do this again Hmmm Sad Well this has always happen to me… I just don’t get it…I try to do good I try to make things better but most likely I am proven wrong…sometimes I feel dumb... Maybe I am! When this happen I just feel like giving up n never to do what I did again. Just give up... Fed up… But me being me…I just do it again….in different situation…. soon or later I end up in the same position… Actually now that I think back it ALWAYS happens to me! Why do people treat me as a kid? ...

Hi…. It has been a long time since I last type…. Well the time is moving too fast and I just try my very best to follow it…I wanted to go online to do some research but the connection is down so I thought why don’t I write/type something…. First of all I had wanted to do this from the beginning of the year it self but just didn’t hv the time…my 2007 resolution… POSITIVE THINKING AND POSITIVE BEHAVIOUR Have to get CGPA (personal) Improve knowledge on Sikh History & Gurumukhi. (Know at least the history of the first 3 Guru by the end of the year) PRAY (at least recite Japji Sahib, Rehrass Sahib and Sohila or Chaupi ) Lose and maintain lost weight at least 3kg. (personal) Save at least RM 300 by the end of the year. Brush teeth at night!! Like the years before I’ll come up with a list of things that I want to achieve…well to tell u the truth…I never achieve all that’s on the list…but there was once – I want to learnt how to play the harmonica (singing religious songs) I ...