My thoughts…..

i bang the "Ferrari" already! it has been a week and a day! i bang my house wall.... don't worry the wall is fine... at first i was shy..i felt stupid....i told myself that i shouldn't share this with anyone because of the embarrassment but now i think i better share so i can deal with it better... but after 6 days i did drive a bit ....feeling better now. today i drove the car until Pudu...just some where near there.... i think i hv to change to auto..its easier..i wont hv to worry about changing the gear while driving...so i can focus on other things like motorbikes...pedestrians and other cars...hehehehe so pls pray that i dont bang into anything else...

i embarked on an adventure today..not like Eragon's adventures with Saphira...he gets to fly with Saphira in the sky.... well mine was more down to earth my adventure was with my dad's Ferrari (red proton saga)... hehehe i am really bad in driving..according to my dad... for me..i am not that bad...today the car didn't "mati" whenever i start it...n when i am at the traffic light... so i guess today was better... thanks also to the other drivers...nobody horn when i was slow...i guess the P at the back of the car helped a lot...hehehe the climax of the adventure...was at a T-junction..... according to my dad i should had stop....but hear my justification.....when my bro drives....my dad will ask him to estimate n see if there r cars..if there r no car...then just turn.... so i did the same thing.......but to my dad..... for me..i CANT do that..i hv to follow the rules.... hmmmm NOT FAIR.... whatever..... n to end the adventure.....i left the car key in the car.......

how much do u care for ur feet? this i ask my self! i dont! i buy var ious product for my face....to remove the pimples, sometimes whitening cream(my mom forces me hehehe) but for my feet...nothing!..this is bad..i think to myself... our feet is very important... we use it everyday! so i did some research...on how to take care our feet.... i think the common problem is cracked heels...its very ugly..n its worse when u can feel i t when u rub ur feet againts carpet... actually cracked heels are known as Calluses(i think) - Thick and hard areas of skin. It can appear anywhere on the feet where persistent rubbing or uneven pressure occurs. The most common places are the heel, the ball of the foot and the side of the toes. As time goes by calluses may become cracked and painful or develop into corns. BAD! so how to take care? Apply a moisturizing cream twice daily to the affected heels. Use pumice stone to reduce the thickness of the hard skin. Avoid open backed shoes or thin soled sho...

it is a conspiracy! just wondering....it is said that women think too much..they use most of their time think of things that to a man would seem to be nonsenses... for example right now i am thinking of many things like my Ethics exam, cleaning my room, my future home, my posting, eragon, harry potter.....u wonder how can i fit all of this in my mind..well i can hehehehe so my question is what do men think about....Playstation 3? women? hehehe what less.... what does their mind do when one is relaxing....? but i thought of this...women hv work like cleaning the house, taking he children, cooking, cross - stitching, sewing, knitting and etc.. if u look at it... u would find that this work wont allow a wom en too think much about other things..they would hv to concentrate on finishing what they hv start... for many years now women are required to learn all this things..and many more.... so i feel that this is a conspiracy. all of this work in a way is like a barrier...i think..i feel......

cant live with it! well exams r killing me! i know i am doing my worse in this semester!hehehe but now am taking a short break..my next paper is on the 30th...so i most likely will start on the 25th hehe i think this is still early heheh i hv so much to write about..i guess hv to wait until i finish my paper! so ok hv fun bye

what i got tagged?hmmm interetsing..totally new to me... as i am trying to avoid doing my assignments so why not do this,,, hehehe A is for age 23 but i think the way i think is too old for my age but i look like 18 heheh B is for booze of choice don't drink.. but recently my friends "force" me to hv a carlsberg hehehe C is for career teacher lah! D is for your most dreaded being alone E is for essential item you use everyday phone with credit in it handkerchief money F is for favorite song at the moment Don't Give Up, You Are Loved by JOSH GROBAN G is for favorite games hmm hvnt played games for awhile now... this is bad.. hv to think of something.. H is for Hometown kuala lumpur... I is for indulgence watching t.v. anything will do but must hv subtitles J is for favorite flavor of juice hmmm orange juice maybe... K is for kids faridah n kotizah...my neighbor's kids...love seeing them hving fun L is for last hug from husband hmmm first one so hvnt... M is for yea...

I AM IN A DILEMMA! i hv a problem... not sure what to do about to... i tried talking to my friends but they just seem to ignore it... i feel that the dont want to get involve... it is as if they hv nothing to say about it... i feel betrayed..i feel frustrated...i feel that i should just stay far from them for this few weeks...cause when they behave like this i feel more angry and frustrated that i become mean n angry with them i feel that i am so dependent on them ..i feel dumb for being so dependent on them.. hmmmmm... i am so lost...