My thoughts…..

this is what my friend (harminder) said to me when i was feeling down (i was wondering what a sad life i have n how the people around me makes it worse) just a few minutes ago... . "god sent u to this world with a mission....with the suitable set of individuals around u....believe me its gona help u alot in life....how? i dnt knw...but whteva happens or happened ...happends for good" after that i felt a warm sparkle in myself...

see...laugh..enjoy..remember when we were small how nice was it... p/s sorry for being an amateur photpgrapher

i been wanting to share this since raya but keep on procrastinating... that's me! this year we celebrated raya in our unique way... my mom make biryani rice n chicken curry...i woke up at 7 to help her...believe it? then hotizah n faridah came over..they r our neighbour's kid...we just love having them in our house.. they are like my mom's kids/grandchildren heheheh we just love them... its like they are the part of family... in the afternoon we when to visit one of my dad's old friend...i enjoyed eating..i think i put on 1/2kg... then in the evening my cousin sister..bought lemang its was great

a- all by myself l - loved by no one 0 - only me... by myself n - no one else but just me e - empty nothing but myself.... i know this doesn't make sense...hehehehe

Today when i check my mail..i was shocked to know that one of my classmate from my Punjabi classed had passed away on Thursday. i am not close with anyone in Punjabi class [ cause i am a very shy person... ;-) ] but i do know some of my classmates..we don't talk much but we do say hi...n hv small chit chat... i am kind of speechless cause it was all of a sudden.. it seems that he was on his way to office and he hit a stationary pick up truck parked by the road. He was on a motorbike. the reason why i am writing about him is because in class he was very nice...like a fatherly figure...will always be smiling...when i say hi..or smile weird lah...this shows that anything can happen i dont what else to say... may he rest in peace..n his family be strong

hi... i know i hvt blogged for a long time...what to do...? very busy with my teaching practice... finally its over... so now i hv the time to bore those who read my blog...(like there are people who read it) do you hv this weird feelings before you do anything.. like something bad is going to happen if you do that something... or this feeling like you know things will turn out to be good before you actually do it... i always hv this kind of feelings... i will know something bad is going to happen yet i still do it..n the best part... i will go all out to do it...n in the end i will be the loser..the failure...sad is it? well something like that happen today... i knew that it(something lah cant say it here) wont turn out to happen....cause i just knew it... n guess what?..i was correct...the plan just did not work.... sad lah... feel so down.... why must the world always turn against me...? why? only GOD knows... so for tomorrow i will be in a grumpy mood... best i lock myself in my ro...

today we(teacher trainers) had a briefing in uni after going for it i feel that it was a waste... we basically got bombard most of the time... what a way to start the holidays...... we were asked to share our problems...but when we did that we basically got scold... i just did not get the whole concept of it...the briefing..what was the purpose of having it? one part that made me angry was that one of the lecturer told us that we should not say things like "are u deaf?" to pupils... but the best part she did the same thing to us..she started off her lecture by asking us .."u think u r so clever.." actually we just had our break..n we just walked in the audi.. what do u expect if students walked in after break... sure we will be talking ...give us some time to settle down...lah practice what u preach...! the thing that i cant stand is that when we share our problems the outcome are worse...they make it sound that we ARE the problem... some of us said during the ...