My thoughts…..

i like to write to express my feelings....thats why i hv a diary n this online diary... now i am very upset n angry... i cant concerntrate on my work... so to try to relax myself...i typed "hate" in GOOGLE... n i found this blog.... "I HATE EVERYTHING" after reading it..i feel like my anger gone...i think it just puts my feelings in the way i would want it to be...

it was wonderful! unbelievable! Penguin is having a warehouse sale! it is from 16-21 November 2007 i went on Saturday... there were just books everywhere.. classical book(the penguin yellow book) were priced at RM5 story books - RM 10 to Rm 22 kids books as cheap as RM1.50 i wished i had more money to spend.. i "borrowed" from my mom RM50..n i bought 6 books..i think it was worth it... for the first 20min i was just walking around wondering how am i going to choose... which books to buy... i envy those who were carrying 2 plastic bags full with books...ahhhh! i think i am going to make this a yearly event for myself...hopefully they have it next year.. n this time i will be ready with more money!

i'm working! unbelievable?... well believe it...! hehehe i am working as a general worker..i think i can give myself that post... actually my close friend Mahes is working there with her mom...Mahes is working in the financial department..wheras her mom is working in the Membership department... ah i forgot .the place that i'm working in is called MIM - Malaysian Institute of Management so Mahes suggested that i should work here..actually they need people to staple, arrange, photocopy letters that are going to send to their members by end of this month... so that what i do...sit in this office of 8 people (the membership department - they hv to call up members or attend to members that hv probelms) n i just arrange papers and staple... sounds easy?..NO! imagine sitting at a place n stapling ...after the first day..my hands were aching! but in a way i enjoy working there cause the people are very very nice... even though i am just a temporary staff...they know my name..so i ki...

this is what my friend (harminder) said to me when i was feeling down (i was wondering what a sad life i have n how the people around me makes it worse) just a few minutes ago... . "god sent u to this world with a mission....with the suitable set of individuals around u....believe me its gona help u alot in life....how? i dnt knw...but whteva happens or happened ...happends for good" after that i felt a warm sparkle in myself...

see...laugh..enjoy..remember when we were small how nice was it... p/s sorry for being an amateur photpgrapher

i been wanting to share this since raya but keep on procrastinating... that's me! this year we celebrated raya in our unique way... my mom make biryani rice n chicken curry...i woke up at 7 to help her...believe it? then hotizah n faridah came over..they r our neighbour's kid...we just love having them in our house.. they are like my mom's kids/grandchildren heheheh we just love them... its like they are the part of family... in the afternoon we when to visit one of my dad's old friend...i enjoyed eating..i think i put on 1/2kg... then in the evening my cousin sister..bought lemang its was great

a- all by myself l - loved by no one 0 - only me... by myself n - no one else but just me e - empty nothing but myself.... i know this doesn't make sense...hehehehe