My thoughts…..

its a headache.... i give up..! i am going to use this but i hv to add a few things

Today I did something very new for me. I helped out at United Sikh Myanmar Disaster Relief centre . Well..... it is actually a relief centre that is set up at the Gudwara (Sikh's place of worship) near my house. I went there to help a friend (Harminder) plus my sister was interested to know what was going on at the centre. I was given the task to call various companies to ask for donation. As I had once worked as a tele - marketer, I didn't like this cause I know how frustration is it to call people up. Most of the time, people won't be happy if you call them - some will scold and shout at you..ahhhh what a nightmare it was for me..! But, this time it was different. People do respond. They do show their interest in helping out. However, the sad part was getting the donation from them. Some said they would have to ask their superiors, some ask for the fax copy etc. So, in a way it was not that frustrating. But, I was sad cause I was not able to collect any form of donation. ...

It is all over. “Finito” Unbelievable, I have completed a very important phase of my life. I have completed my B.Ed TESL ( Primary Education) - But I ‘m still waiting for the results, lets pray that I will get through! (hehehehe) The feelings or emotions that surround me at this moment are (how do I say it)… Indescribable… One moment, I am happy then I feel sad then I am confused… So basically I’M LOST! I can still remember the feelings that I had when I first started this course. I did NOT want to enrol in the course. After SPM – like most SPM – leavers, I was unsure of what I wanted in life. I was turn down from various courses but I did get some like nursing at PPUM. At the end, my family decided it would be best that I join Form 6. So I pulled myself together and told myself – “Use this 2 nd chance wisely and excel in STPM”. A friend of mine – Ratna Devi was there to accompany me. So I had settled down in “I can’t remember the class name” at S.A.B. It is a well –...

I know what I have to say won’t make much of differences… cause “some” people are just not going to listen… Does a “group of people” work for the people who choose them or do they just do what they want…? I am just amazed with what’s happening… I actually am not to say much about this cause some rational people said that I should not get myself involved cause many more are just keeping quite…… Should we just act dumb? Weren’t the past 6 years of our life taught us more than that …where is our voice! Sorry lah I am just angry.. I feel dumb… Really dumb… All I hv to say is that…what I am going to do on “that day” is not my fault…! I am just doing to act like a bitch! Hope my mouth will be “good”…. So people be aware... n I just hope I don’t ruin the night for you… p/s I just need to get this out of my system…so some might not get what I am trying to say… Hope this post will help me to do so…hope I can sleep…

'm amazed.. With friends... They can make u speechless sometimes..!U just don't know what to do when they hit u right in the face (literally)... After many years of friendship we still won't know them... Weird... I think i can say that with my close friends i'm transparent i can say anything to them.. Cause i know (this is a fact) that they know me ...! Yet sometimes they amaze me.! Sometimes i see other people with their friends 'm jealous of them... Not that i don't hv really close friends who understand me but just... I wonder how is it for them.? Do they hv their ups n downs? How do they solve it? I sometimes i wish i can swap places n enjoy their friendship i know some 'll say not everything is a bed of roses but still i wonder..!

I’m doing my assignment – and yes it is last minute work… I realise that to start is difficult…but as I continue I realise that once I start “crabbing” – simply typing – cut and pasting it becomes easier…hehehe I hate this sem….