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a bad way to start the day!

I don’t understand…

Why is it when I try to do something that I think is good for others…I end u getting scolded at…

Well I thought that if I keep the yahoo group tesl_teyl organize by erasing unwanted msg like registration information….simple msges form one to another…I would be keeping the group organize. There is no learning process going on…not that I’m aware of…I don’t delete the files we upload…I don’t deleted things that we can use later…. But I was WRONG… i am never going to do this again
Hmmm
Sad

Well this has always happen to me…

I just don’t get it…I try to do good I try to make things better but most likely I am proven wrong…sometimes I feel dumb... Maybe I am!

When this happen I just feel like giving up n never to do what I did again. Just give up... Fed up…

But me being me…I just do it again….in different situation…. soon or later I end up in the same position…

Actually now that I think back it ALWAYS happens to me!

Why do people treat me as a kid?

Why do they look down on me?

Am I really that dumb?

This doesn’t mean I can’t take criticism. I can (I know my friends are laughing at this.) But I can’t take it when people don’t see it how I see it and just start giving their own opinions…they feel that I just did it for fun sake …. they don’t see the situation that made me do the things I did. They just see it from their point of view….

Sometimes I feel that is best to just mine my own business…

Don’t think of ways I can help others because it will just make me sadder…

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH whatever lah….

I think the best thing is to move on….

Just hope things will be ok….

Ok

Hv fun

Bye

Comments

  1. Jiawen8:50 AM, February 05, 2007

    Cheer up girl! A bad start of the day doesn't mean that it will be bad the whole day long! Sometimes, it takes a bad start to make you think the end is sweeter. :) You know who among your friends who will be there for you when you are in need. Call me if they are not available! Hehehe...I'll go there and make your day worse so that the start doesn't seem as bad! :P Nguakhahaha...have fun!

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