yes...i got sabah!
I GOT SABAH!
I GOT SABAH!
i got this news on 23rd July 2008..
when i heard that.... i was like... "i always wanted far..BUT this is soooooooooo far"
shit lah shit lah
when my mom heard this she started crying..i joined her
its really far lah...
but that evening we kind of took the fact in..that i was off to SABAH...
but after a few days...problems had to arise....
some organization had to messy things up...
i am to report to SABAH on the 1st..n
MY GRADUATION IS ON THE 6TH....
so how am i going to go for MY GRADUATION!
can u believe it...?
there are chances that i cant go!
how devastating is that!
6 years of studying and there is no grand celebration...
b4 this i would sit with friends and imagine how the day would be...
will one of us drop?
what will our parents be doing?
who is bring the camera?
where will be taking the shots?
and now i cant go! damn it!
after crying...i hvnt been eating properly a few days..(i think i lost weight....hehehehe...)i hv sleepless night..
i'm in such a bad situation..
my mom is telling me to start packing..but i cant move..i know i hv much to do...but i am lost...just dont hv the energy to do it...
we did try to change the date of reporting..but many other issues popped up
i called many people...from relatives to a
clerk in a school...to ask them when would be better..1st or 7th?
i got so lost and confused....sad...angry....disturbed..
however....in the end this is my main concern
"if an early bird change the school while reporting...through budi bicara..n if the early bird changes with me..i get a 'wonderful' place"
in the end
most people advised me to go on 1st report n negotiate with the sabah
people to let me back for convo..
i told them: where i got the money seeing that just go we are spending
a lot...
some offer to help and some left me to decided....
so for now..this is the plan...
i am going off on th 1st..n i will be back on the 5th n then back to sabah on the 7th...
less hope this work...properly...
n for the high tea - it's on the 3rd (the edu faculty forced some of us to attend it..made us paid RM60) my mum is going...n this Monday i am having a "nice" chit chat with the faculty
the dean better take a picture with my mom!
its nerve racking to think what will it be in this few days...
i hv so much to say about this but its weird that now i am lost...
i am also touched that in this moment i hv people that i didn't expect to call/chat/sms and help me deal with this
tq
tq
tq
to my friends pls be patient with me...i am in such a situation that its so hard to open up ...
till i blog again..
lets hope there is internet connection where ever i will be...!with a computer
till next time
HV FUN!
I GOT SABAH!
I GOT SABAH!
i got this news on 23rd July 2008..
when i heard that.... i was like... "i always wanted far..BUT this is soooooooooo far"
shit lah shit lah
when my mom heard this she started crying..i joined her
its really far lah...
but that evening we kind of took the fact in..that i was off to SABAH...
but after a few days...problems had to arise....
some organization had to messy things up...
i am to report to SABAH on the 1st..n
MY GRADUATION IS ON THE 6TH....
so how am i going to go for MY GRADUATION!
can u believe it...?
there are chances that i cant go!
how devastating is that!
6 years of studying and there is no grand celebration...
b4 this i would sit with friends and imagine how the day would be...
will one of us drop?
what will our parents be doing?
who is bring the camera?
where will be taking the shots?
and now i cant go! damn it!
after crying...i hvnt been eating properly a few days..(i think i lost weight....hehehehe...)i hv sleepless night..
i'm in such a bad situation..
my mom is telling me to start packing..but i cant move..i know i hv much to do...but i am lost...just dont hv the energy to do it...
we did try to change the date of reporting..but many other issues popped up
i called many people...from relatives to a
clerk in a school...to ask them when would be better..1st or 7th?
i got so lost and confused....sad...angry....disturbed..
however....in the end this is my main concern
"if an early bird change the school while reporting...through budi bicara..n if the early bird changes with me..i get a 'wonderful' place"
in the end
most people advised me to go on 1st report n negotiate with the sabah
people to let me back for convo..
i told them: where i got the money seeing that just go we are spending
a lot...
some offer to help and some left me to decided....
so for now..this is the plan...
i am going off on th 1st..n i will be back on the 5th n then back to sabah on the 7th...
less hope this work...properly...
n for the high tea - it's on the 3rd (the edu faculty forced some of us to attend it..made us paid RM60) my mum is going...n this Monday i am having a "nice" chit chat with the faculty
the dean better take a picture with my mom!
its nerve racking to think what will it be in this few days...
i hv so much to say about this but its weird that now i am lost...
i am also touched that in this moment i hv people that i didn't expect to call/chat/sms and help me deal with this
tq
tq
tq
to my friends pls be patient with me...i am in such a situation that its so hard to open up ...
till i blog again..
lets hope there is internet connection where ever i will be...!with a computer
till next time
HV FUN!
don't worry melwin, we will always be there for you (on the phone la). sabah is so lucky to have a dedicated teacher like you..make sure you teach the kids to be nice and hardworking and be tolerant ya! :) missing you already
ReplyDeleteyes mel...i agree wit j...NO MATTER WAT REMEMBER THAT WE WILL ALWAYS BE HERE FOR YOU...and remember as much as u r going to miss us we are so going to miss u dat much...u will excel there...n don forget my assign when u r they ...look out for me..... going to miss u a lot la...who is going to help us in the lib n online again....uwaaaaaaaaaaa n aso who m i going t bug n tell my feelings to la la....who?
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