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It has been 4 days since I started my KISSIM in MPIK a.k.a IPGIK.

And the main thing I noticed is that we can never run from changes.

Everything changes.

That I would agree.

The people that I used to know 1 year ago have changed.

Some have become braver…. Some more matured… Some more bold… Some more teacher – like… But some have become quite Some just have faded away…

I guess as time moves on, we change….be become someone that we never imagine we would be…

I have changed….
I missed the things I used to do…. Like write daily plan…yearly resolution… my diary….

I do feel sad because these were the things that I loved to do…

Now I just don’t have time to do these all…sad isn’t Being a teacher has made my life…miserable….

well I might be harsh…but its true cause I don’t know who I am anymore….?

I remember that when I joined the course I was lost….. I remember saying to myself that now my life would be like the “Survival” reality game show. I have to survive in this new world…guess I was trying to adapt to changes…

Now after 6 years + 1 year…, I am again at the point in my life that I have to make a decision….

I have to adapt to the changes… whether I like it or not….

Weird thing is that I forgot my diary in SABAH…how can I let that happen….it is a part of me…

I haven’t finish reading a book for about 5 months already! I do keep on buying books….but I have finish one..!



Sad…just sad….

But one thing for sure...I will never stop saying this to myself……stop feeling sorry for yourself but pick up your life and move on!!!!!

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