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weird

everything is not what i plan it should be...
being a teacher is not as easy as i think it should be...
too many decisions that are not easy to make... sometimes i just wish i dont hv to make decisions...
cause when i make bad decisions i end up suffering the consequences...

first of all i did something that i am not happy with cause it has wasted all my efforts for the pass 9 months... but if i did do what i did then it would also cause issues that might cause more problems... so whether i liked it or not i had to do it... but i am not happy with it... plus i feel stupid cause now i realize why certain things where as there where....
i just wish time will pass soon n i will forget about this mess...

meeting weird people...
been working for a year n i realized that even though i like having people around me sometimes i need up meeting weird people that i just dont know how to handle...

they get on my nerves.. with their weird behavior... maybe its communication barrier. cause sometimes i feel that i am clear enough yet there will be some misunderstanding...
or maybe i cant stand them when they try to teach me something that i know how to do... or maybe cause i feel that they treat me like i am stupid...
its complicated

but i think that i cant stand them treating me as if i dont know anything.. that i cant think for myself.... i do try to stay far from them... but they just want to be in my way..

hmmm let see what happens in school tomorrow...


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