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in and out a relationship...

yes.... i am in a relationship.....dont laugh lah...

before i write more... just to say... if u r reading this well this has to stay here only.... cause writing is like a therapy for me...it helps me to get over issues in my life... so lets this all stay here...

it all started 4 weeks ago... n i feel like it has been for for years... i went through a lot...

from a gal to a woman then to this lady who sees herself married.... by the way it's not an easy process... so much has been said....too many feelings were shared...it all seem to be true...unseen future were dreamt off

then all of sudden something happen.... and it seems that out was the only way...

damn it was hard....

everything seems fake.... i just couldnt get the idea that it might all be fake.... feelings shared..fake.... words said fake....future ruin

it was somethings that i couldnt comprehend... could it have been fake...?

well i will never know... cause now it seems better.. things r back to normal...

am in again.... but i dont know what i will do if it gets complicated again...

Comments

  1. girl2:32 PM, January 25, 2010

    dont marry someone coz u love him/her... but marry someone whom loves u..

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  2. Jiawen8:01 PM, January 25, 2010

    stay strong, girl. you know that we are always there for you no matter what happens. and like the 'girl' said, always love someone who loves you more. :)

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  3. girl2:09 PM, January 26, 2010

    ask the person if he loves u..if he hesitates to answer..he is not the one for u... u deserve better..all the best!

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  4. m_kaur6:08 PM, January 28, 2010

    after talking to him.... we do share the same feelings...

    i just hope the past stays in the past n doesnt haunt us.. it will let us move on...

    girl (is this swing?) thank

    j..thank for always being there when i need u...
    thank you from the bottom of my heart..

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  5. girl2:06 AM, February 14, 2010

    no.. tis is his ex... i jus wanted to make sure ur the rite one for him.. i love him alot.. still do.. will always do.. tats y im letting him go. i want him to be happy always.
    wish u both all the best.. dont worry i wont come in between u both.. like i said i want him to be happy.
    take care..

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  6. m_kaur4:02 PM, February 17, 2010

    hi there..."girl"
    its weird talking to u here...

    hmm what can i say... its very weird lah...

    i guess i can thank you.
    i just hope all work out well between 3 of us....

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  7. m_kaur7:15 PM, March 24, 2010

    never trust another "girl".... they all r they same.... selfish..... why me why did i hv to get stuck in the middle of all this....why play with my feelings? why why i didnt do anything to you ..so why me why me......

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