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what's next?

it all the things that is going in my life i just needed 1 more thing to spice it up....

a calf hit my car.... why why..
i did break but the van from the opposite side had already hit the calf... so it like "flew" n hit my car..

all i could wish was that the calf was not death under my car.... i was so afarid to open my door.. just in case i could see its head or legs under my car... when i did i didnt see anything... i asked the uncle in the van.."sudah dia lari" "already ran"

then i thought my car.. was it hit..? can it move? slowly i started the car... it moved... then i thought is there any dent.... shit shit.... it was not my fault.. why my car has to suffer...
when i got down to check...
yes yes it was dent... my car poor baby.... why why....



with all that is happening in my life... now this how worse can it get...?
2 things happen n both were not my fault. why why..

hmmmm i am tired...
i did ask once why like can just be flat... i hate ups n downs.. cause mine seem to be down most of the time....

life sucks...

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