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its everywhere..

it is everywhere....

in the morning....
i on my radio...
in every song i hear..it is there...what... you ask?

i hv my breakfast...
switch on the tv..
it is every program.. even in ads... it is there...what... you ask?

go to school...
chat with teachers..
they talk about theirs... it is there......what..you ask?

finish school...
get in my car... switch on the radio... again
in songs i hear... this time songs that tell about its absences... it is there... still dont get it...?

i'm sick.... enough of it now... can take it... tears roll... hate tears... cause its is even in them

come back home... nap... re-energies....hoping it is gone...

switch on laptop go onlife... fb... it is there....
talk to housemates... it is there...


it is everyhwhere.... does it want to remind me that i will never hv it... or is it telling me that there is still hope... or that i should give up.... or is it reminding me that i have lost it dues to my mistakes....

but i think it is mocking me telling me it was never meant for me....

love was never meant for me...

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  1. Jiawen5:48 PM, April 14, 2010

    Dearest dearest Melwin...love is not just between girl and boy. Love is what is felt by your family members for you. Love is what is felt for you by us. You've felt the love between man and woman, savour what you felt. Remember that it is beautiful and you will get a better love. Love you always!

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