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a new beginning?

so much for a new beginning... hehehehehe
it didnt last.... i still hv mood swings.... why why why.. i get it now it was never meant for me... so i want to move on but why it doesnt want me to? i hate break ups...!!!!!!

i hv so much to do... life is just not about heart break... there is more... work work work

i hv so much to do n everday it adds on.. when i am going to finish if i keep on hving mood swings,..

i get up trying to control any mood swings... then rush for school
in school try to be as busy as possbile so i dont think much...

on the way back is where it all starts.. i start thinking.. flash backs.... n by the time i am back.. it starts... i get tired with myself... and off to sleep to control the swings...
get up bath n then facebook... where i try to...... i dont know wht.... then i start chatting.... then i get sleepy

work will not be done... n the circle starts again the next day....

this is not me... i need to do something... i need to be focus n get work done....

arghhhhhh

i dont care...i have to push myself.... i hv fri, sat n sun to finish wht i can.... so here goes again for a new beginning...!

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  1. Jiawen5:47 PM, August 04, 2010

    cheers to a new beginning! :)

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  2. Anonymous8:50 PM, August 08, 2010

    everday is a new beginning..but I still do the same thing..huhuhu

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