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suffocated!

do u hv this feeling that something is not right?

you dont know wht is it but u know something is not right... u just brush it away but it keeps coming back...

(j if ur reading... yes i am cured over him but i dont know wht my new problem is)

a wise guy (:P) said that i am just feeling needed... j even u said it remember

well maybe i am...
dont we all feel that? dont we all hv the need to feel needed.. then why r we needed in this world... to eat sleep eat n sleep?

i dont think so
sure there is more to it...
loving others...? ok i can accept that... but but u? dont u need love too?

love... arghhh wht a word.... i dont why it is so important,,, or i am just making it important,,,,

its like i am learning to walk again... i am searching myself who i am...? i try to look back n search the old me... but i cant its like that person was so strong n now i am not.... i cant be as strong as i was....n i dont like that cause i know i wasnt like this

who i was?
wht is my problem now?
guess i am so free that i hv so much time to think n dwell on nonsense stuff...

hmmmm . . . . . . . . .. . . ..

Comments

  1. Jiawen5:48 PM, November 15, 2010

    dun worry..love will find you eventually. it just got lost a bit. we'll pass it a gps. :)

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  2. m_kaur5:52 PM, November 24, 2010

    love need a hhuge gps to find me

    ReplyDelete

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