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i envy her...

no i am not into gals...
lol

there is this teacher... a lady teacher.... who i got to know from her amazing work and ideas as a teacher...
her ideas are out of this world...

she is a teacher in a rural school.. similar to me...

i am amazed with her spirit... she is so focused.. she is so into teaching.. i thought i am.. but i am so wrong.. i do nothing like her... she inspires the pupils in her school.. actually think about it,, not only her school but also other schools...

i wonder why i cant be like her... be focus.. be a teacher...

recently she used Bruno Mars.."be best friend forever" in her class to do writing... amazing kan?

its all cause of my laziness.. i am such a lazy person...and i think i am doing good but actually i am not.. i just sit most of the time.. staring at my computer... dreaming... fb... games.. nothing useful..

i want to make a differences...

but i hv baggage... huhuhu work i mean... i hv my thesis to do.. which i dont know where to start... how i am doing to do phd.. if this also i cant do ( if i save enough money for tht)

group work - assignment...

i got this list of work or DIY i want to do but i dont do anything..
i just keep on making list...

MELWIN U NEED TO GET FOCUS TIME IS NOT GOING TO WAIT FOR YOU!

THINK WHT HV U DONE USEFUL TODAY?????







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