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i have changed

 It is 743pm. I am sitting in front of my laptop figuring out what I need to do first.

I feel so lost and useless

I am afraid that I am not good enough to be me.

AHHHH

Is that the problem? Did I just figure it out?

I have this image of what others think of me, so now when I think I can't keep up to it I doubt myself.

It all makes sense now.


So what should I do?


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