My thoughts…..

it is a beautiful place... never imagine a place like this existed... here are some of the pictures... the peak of mount kinabalu cant see it anymore the 3 of us the path to the peak just 0.5km..i am tired... enough....! i need a rest!..hehehe i think this was the highest..about 1.5 or 2 km..i'm not sure... beautiful bah! imagine its about 8km to reach the peak... its a 2days n 1 night adventure... n i was thinking that i could go up to 4km..with slippers....! hehehe i would love to go there again...!

my new school is sk jaya baru.... here is a glimpse of my school... Create a Free Slideshow

this is the place where i am staying in keningau, sabah.... for those who want to write to me...(hehehe..not that i cant get internet connection ...but never know u might want to send me something) No. 52, Taman Luagan, Jalan JPJ, 89009 Keningau, Sabah. the kitchen the front...we normally dry our clothes here cause at the back..its the home for the homeless...i mean CAT! its 6.20 in the morning..n its so bright... by 5.30 i am awake cause its already bright in my room.. the messiest hall in the world this is kak nita... i realize that i have learnt a lot from her... i'm lucky that i met her..if not i would be eating food in the stalls.... she loves cooking....! these dishes are cooked by kak nita n mei ju.... spicy crab n steamed fish kak nita n mei ju ah see i forgot... these are the dishes that we first cooked in the house... sardine n veg... too many pic..so a slide show to make this easier... we cleaning n cooking...i just trying to cook..i am better at washing the plates! Crea...

When will HE take back this gift? I wonder… Sometimes this gift of HIS is sweet, But, most of the time I have felt its bitterness. This gift of HIS sometimes brings smiles to my face, But, most of the time I have felt tears on my cheek. This gift of HIS has brought joy to me, But, I have felt the sadness it comes with. Sometimes I do not want to be apart from this gift of HIS, But, most of the time… I’m willing to give it up! When will HE take back this gift…? The gift of LIFE…. i wrote this on the 3rd of November 2008... -melwin-

yes i am still here... ah...!!!!!! but no fear the holidays are soon here...! i will be back home soon.. can't wait to but i dont dare dreaming too much about it..am afraid it wont be as i want it to....yes very silly of me.... guess what i am doing at this time of the day...morning... watching online hindi movie..how sad...it has been 3 months plus since i watched one... ohh..when i reach home...am going to be sitting in front the tv..n not forgetting food..mom's food ok before i start sounding like a sick puppy missing home better stop... ok will be back soon till then do miss me..n hv fun adios...

I AM IN SABAH! yes..i am sitting in the cc..typing away.. so what has been happening? much actually....i don't know where to start... the 1st day was so unbelievable...i told myself that i won't cry..that i will be strong...but i did cry..cause i didn't know what to do..everything happen so fast...from the airport..to the pejabat in keningau... once i got down from the van..oh i forgot to mention...the journey from kk town to my place is like going to genting...imagine 2 hours of that..yup its nerve racking... once there i saw mei ju crying..n i just couldn't stop myself....i cried too.. my GB - guru besar was nice..he told me not to worry...so after that things moved fast..i stayed with his family..then after few days i had my own house...i am staying with 2 gals..they r also from semenanjung...but there school are different than mine.... for now there is a teacher that helps to pick me up to school n sends me back...i think it has been 2 weeks..i am now sure..i am jus...

yes...i got sabah! I GOT SABAH! I GOT SABAH! i got this news on 23rd July 2008.. when i heard that.... i was like... "i always wanted far..BUT this is soooooooooo far" shit lah shit lah when my mom heard this she started crying..i joined her its really far lah... but that evening we kind of took the fact in..that i was off to SABAH... but after a few days...problems had to arise.... some organization had to messy things up... i am to report to SABAH on the 1st..n MY GRADUATION IS ON THE 6TH.... so how am i going to go for MY GRADUATION! can u believe it...? there are chances that i cant go! how devastating is that! 6 years of studying and there is no grand celebration... b4 this i would sit with friends and imagine how the day would be... will one of us drop? what will our parents be doing? who is bring the camera? where will be taking the shots? and now i cant go! damn it! after crying...i hvnt been eating properly a few days..(i think i lost weight....hehehehe...)i hv sleep...