My thoughts…..

ok i did some editing... enjoy

on the 25th february 2008... i officially own a car...n i owe the bank RM37 ooo heheheheh

teaching is to tiring... even though sometimes it is rewarding... yesterday..i just got fade up with my life.. fade up with hving so much to do..yet so little time fade up of seeing faces of kids that dont get what i am saying...as simple as "collect the papers" just so fade up! so i stayed up until 3 in the morning trying to finish as much work as i could... and then at 4 i just couldn't sleep...i had to force myself to sleep...and the the alram had to ring at 6 in the morning....GET UP GETUP.....SCHOOL TIME but i was surprised today it was relaxing in school the kids understood more..maybe cause the topic of the day was punctuation... they were responding...and i had fun today... i had sweets in my beg... so i asked the year 6 kids do they want sweets..they said yes...but i told them that they hv to ask me in english...this really got their attention...at first a few tried..in broken english...miss i candy like i laughed and gave him a sweet... and the next thing the ot...

on the 11th February 09...i lost my last grandma...my mom's mom the sad thing is that i was not there to bid her farewell.. cause i am far away here in Sabah...i guess that the sad part of being here..i would be missing a lot of family events... my grandma was already old....sound mean of me right? but she was old...i think maybe 90 years old... she was always sick too...but she could still go about her daily affairs... truth to be said...i was never close with her...one of the reason could be that we didnt leave together. She was in Seremban and i was in KL. We would visit her during holidays. Her place would be our "kampung". It was fun going back to Seremban. Meeting all the relatives. her place was huge... the house had about 6 rooms. fun? yes it was... but she did come over to visit sometimes... when we were small... i remember once..my parnets went out and she was baby-sitting us.....she called all of us...4 sibiling...and told us a story... i cant remember the who...

today's dinner courtesy of Mei Ju.. candle light dinner...? heheheh cause one of the living hall light is spoil....

Before the school holidays I asked the kids to write a journal about what they have learnt in the past 3 weeks. But they didn’t know what a journal is all about..so I gave them examples of what to write …like what u learnt in the past 3 weeks..What words do u remember..Do you like the way I teach? What you like about English etc.. The responds was weird….plus for those kids who didn’t know what to write I asked them to mark a huge X on their paper…many did that cause maybe they were just not interested… By the way they wrote it all in BM cause if in english I think I will be having a headache trying to read… So what I have learn from this all? Well I got the garang award..many of them said that and what got me laughing was that one kids wrote that when I am angry it’s like a volcano erupting…heheheh very funny right… But the thing is if I am not angry I think they won’t take me serious…but thinking back made me realize that I don’t hv to be garang..shouting to get my mess...