My thoughts…..

this is PN.kalsom.... she used to be my primary 6 teacher... n guess what i meet her after 13 years....during the kissim course i actually didnt really recognize her... but her voice sounded familiar.... after asking her.... bingo..she was the one.. she said she recognized me....but i dont think so cause i never was in the "smart gang" in primary school.... but then again..... meeting her was weird... cause i realize that that 13 yeaers hv past n so much has happen... during year 6 i never thought i would be a teacher.... i was lost...i only made my first friend when i was in year 4.... that 2 years were like the beginning of me life.... i began to know myself..... meeting her reminded me how energetic she was..... and unbelievable she still is... my friends were asking me how old could she be.... i too wonder cause....to me she look the same as 13 years back..... it was nice meeting her....

repeat this.... "i solemly swear that whay i am going to read will remain here..." what u r about to read should only stay here and only here..... i am 25 this year.....according to my parents i am ready to get married....they say that i should get to know guys now...n plan to get married.. my question....is marriage that important that after just 10 months of working that i am force to think about it...? my aunty.....she found this guy who is 27 years a teacher in ipoh (sorry dude u r mention here..if ever u read this hehehehe) so my parents hv decided that i should meet him this saturday.... never shall i go... come on lah.bah give me a break just 10 months working and i should think of marriage... they said that i should meet him first n give it a year or 2 to decide....what a joke...! i actually cant stop laughing since i heard that.... i know my parents and aunt..if that guy says yes...they wont bother to ask if i want or not they will say yes... and if i say no...they ...

It has been 4 days since I started my KISSIM in MPIK a.k.a IPGIK. And the main thing I noticed is that we can never run from changes. Everything changes. That I would agree. The people that I used to know 1 year ago have changed. Some have become braver…. Some more matured… Some more bold… Some more teacher – like… But some have become quite Some just have faded away… I guess as time moves on, we change….be become someone that we never imagine we would be… I have changed…. I missed the things I used to do…. Like write daily plan…yearly resolution… my diary…. I do feel sad because these were the things that I loved to do… Now I just don’t have time to do these all…sad isn’t Being a teacher has made my life…miserable…. well I might be harsh…but its true cause I don’t know who I am anymore….? I remember that when I joined the course I was lost….. I remember saying to myself that now my life would be like the “Survival” reality game show. I have to survive in this new world…guess I ...

something i found on the net...can't remember where....

how many days hv i been teaching? i lost count...8 months maybe but i am just tired... is it because my own attitude? cause i see the others doing very well... they can juggle a family and a school... how do they do it? do they hv powers like superman.... do they hv magic like harry potter... do they hv ..i dont know... but how do they do it....? i cant even handle myself... someone asked..is it the place...? no its not...it's fine here... i get the things i need.... what else do you need if in 4 months u gain 4 kg? hehehehe melwin's believe it or not i cant let this get to me cause this is my profession for now... so i hv to like it!...plus i want to like it! when will i change?

my master piece.... my housemate said...."if it was done by 5years old,,,i would give A but 25years old........(laughingly) so rate it...!

wow...my 100th post.... i do write a lot of nonsenses...heheheh someone once told me that i compare a lot... means i compare what i hv..or who i am with whats or who around me... n i think its true... if i encounter anyhthing..i tend to think my it is not the same for me...why i dont hv that?or ..why that doesnt happen to me...? sad isnt it? i was blog hopping... n after a few blogs...i found myself asking..why i dont hv a life like that? u may say that i am pathetic.... but it is true....i did wonder... i guess thats why when i do something for myself i want it to be right.... in other words i am selfish.... true? i guess so.... ok enough of rubbish..off to bed.... good night!