My thoughts…..

Na maen momin vich maseet aan Na maen vich kufar diyan reet aan Na maen paakaan vich paleet aan Na maen moosa na pharaun. Bulleh! ki jaana maen kaun Na maen andar ved kitaab aan, Na vich bhangaan na sharaab aan Na vich rindaan masat kharaab aan Na vich jaagan na vich saun. Bulleh! ki jaana maen kaun. Na vich shaadi na ghamnaaki Na maen vich paleeti paaki Na maen aabi na maen khaki Na maen aatish na maen paun Bulleh!, ki jaana maen kaun Na maen arabi na lahori Na maen hindi shehar nagauri Na hindu na turak peshawri Na maen rehnda vich nadaun Bulla, ki jaana maen kaun Na maen bheth mazhab da paaya Ne maen aadam havva jaaya Na maen apna naam dharaaya Na vich baitthan na vich bhaun Bulleh , ki jaana maen kaun Avval aakhir aap nu jaana Na koi dooja hor pehchaana Maethon hor na koi siyaana Bulla! ooh khadda hai kaun Bulla, ki jaana maen kaun Not a believer inside the mosque, am I Nor a pagan disciple of false rites Not the pure amongst the impure Neither Moses, nor the Pharoh Bulleh! to me...

from 3/10/09 until 6/10/09 i was missing.... hehehe i was busy lah... attending this camp... from 7 in morning to 11 at night... i choose to return to my house daily cause i just am not the "staying - in - camp " type hehehe overall i would rate the camp 5 out of 10... dont ask why but it just happen to be...some of the pictures that i took heheheh bad layout... to many to arrange hehehhe i just hope i dont hv to go for more camps... i am JUST NOT A CAMP PERSON... this is a monument in keningau... there was like a war.... but i always thought it was a cemetery hehehhe

i tried doing a bookmark.... trying to get in touch with my creative side... but i ruin it... cause now the glue has made it all like bubbles.... hmmmmm

we were in the school's canteen.. there were mangoes... that were plucked from the school's "garden" so to tingle our taste buds... we decided to have a few... but i was amazed with how the teacher peel of the mango's skin... so then i got a demonstration of how it is done...

a beautiful place.. it was fun cause i learnt to tackle the road to tambunan... hehehe lets hope the next i would reach kk safely....

everything is not what i plan it should be... being a teacher is not as easy as i think it should be... too many decisions that are not easy to make... sometimes i just wish i dont hv to make decisions... cause when i make bad decisions i end up suffering the consequences... first of all i did something that i am not happy with cause it has wasted all my efforts for the pass 9 months... but if i did do what i did then it would also cause issues that might cause more problems... so whether i liked it or not i had to do it... but i am not happy with it... plus i feel stupid cause now i realize why certain things where as there where.... i just wish time will pass soon n i will forget about this mess... meeting weird people... been working for a year n i realized that even though i like having people around me sometimes i need up meeting weird people that i just dont know how to handle... they get on my nerves.. with their weird behavior... maybe its communication barrier. cause sometimes...

Tomorrow there's a function to wish good luck to them i just finish their bookmarks. Hope they'll appreciate them